To Ponyboy

Dear Ponyboy,

I heard about that you dismissed the Soc's problems as being confined to " good grades, good cars, good girls, madras, Mustang and Corvairs." I know maybe you are jealous about our life because of your current situation is pathetic and poor that you lost your parents and only can live in a poor environment with your two brothers.  But, let me tell you something, our life is not even easy than yours. Do you really think that we have all these luxurious stuffs or expensive cars and we should be happy and satisfied? No we don't, although we have these but we all lost our soul that sometimes we can't truly feel the world, we lost a kind of feeling that you have. We don't exactly know what we should do, we just do the things that parents want us to do and pretend to be really enjoy it, we don't know what we exactly want and what 's our dream. We've lost a kind of love that your brothers give you. If our life are aimless with no goal and have nothing to pursue, then what is the meaning to live in this world. We can't feel the world because our vision have covered up  by the evil humanities and what we can see is just darkness.

I hope you can understand us

Sincerely yours,

Calvin Chen