week 5

Week 5

This is my 5^th school week, although the weather is getting better and there is no more thunder storms, everything seems to be really nice. But I just have the bad mood all the time and I even start feel tired sometimes, I just feel like I don’t have enough energy to do all the stuff . I want to play soccer every day, but I have tons of homework are waiting for me and I gotta prepare for the test to make sure get a good grade on them.

Anyway, sometime I just want to leave myself alone to get rid of the noises to be myself and think about what I‘ve done during these times. Sometimes, I feel tired of everything and I just want to sitting on the bench like an old man looking around and wonder how is my life so far. I am not dissatisfy about my life, I just want to take a rest and think about what should I do and what do I want. As long as I find out something which is or will belong to me, I will go for it and I will ignore other things. As the songs said, I just wanna run’ hide it away, run before they chasing me down and ignore the whole world, live in a lonely island.